As I fall deeper into a manic state

Im a prime candidate for the gene to receive the drug outta trate

The blood pressure climbs to a dramatic rate

I seem to gravitate to the bottle of Nyquil than i salivate

Start off with the Nyquil with like I think I will just have a taste

Couple of sips of that than I gradually graduate

To a harder prescription drug called valium like yah thats great

I go to just take one than i end up like having eight

Now i need something in my stomach because i haven’t ate

Maybe ill grab a plate of nachos and ill have a steak

And youd think with all i have at stake look at my daughters face

Mommy something is wrong with dad I thank

Hes acting weird again he’s really beginnings to scare me

Wont shave his beard again and he pretends that he doesn’t hear me

And all he does eat dorritos and cheetos and he just

Fell asleep in his car eating three muskateers in the rear seat

Sometimes i feel so alone, I just don’t know

It feels like ive been down this road before

So lonely and cold it’s like something takes over me

As soon as i go home and close the door

Kinda feels like Déjà Vu, I wanna get away from this place I do

But i cant and i won’t say i try but i know it’s a lie

cause i don’t and why i just don’t knowwoooo

maybe just a nice cold brew, whats a beer

thats the devil in my ear ive been sober a fuckin year

and that fucker still talks to me hes all i can fuckign hear

marshall c’mon well watch the game its the cowboys and buccanears

and maybe if i just drink half ill be half buzzed

for half of the time, whose the mastermind behind that little line

with that kind of rational man i got half a mind

to have another half a glass of wine sounds assenine

yeah i know, but i never had no problem with alcohol

ouch look out for the wall aim for the couch im about to fall

i miss the couch and down go like a bouncy ball

shit must of knocked me out cause i didn’t feel the ground at all

wow what the fuck happened last night where am i

man fuck am i hung over and god damn i

got a headache shit half a vicodin, why cant i

all systems ready for take off, please stand by

Sometimes i feel so alone, I just don’t know

It feels like ive been down this road before

So lonely and cold it’s like something takes over me

As soon as i go home and close the door

God feels like déjà vu i wanna get away from this place i do

But i cant and i won’t say i try but i know it’s a lie

cause i don’t and why i just don’t knowwoooo

so i take a vicodin splash it hits my stomach and ahhhhhh

couple of weeks go by and it aint even like i am getting high

now i need it to not feel sick yah im getting by

wouldn’t even be taking this shit if deshauwn didn’t die

oh yeah theres an excuse you lose proof so you use

theres new rules its cool if its helping you to get through

its twelve noon aint no harm in self inducing a snooze

what else is new fuck it what would elvis do in your shoes

now here i am three months later full blown relapse

just get high until the kids get home from school holmes relax

and since im convince that im an in-somni-ac

i need these pills to be able to sleep so i take three naps

just to be able to function throughout the day

lets see thats an ambian each nap how many valium three

and that averages out to one good hour of sleep

so now you see the reason how come he

has taken four years to just put out an album b

see me and you we almost had the same outcome heath

cause that Christmas you know that whole neumonia thing

it was bolognia was it the methadonia think

but hydrocordone ya hide inside ya pornos

ya vcr tape cases put ya ambiants see great places

to hide em aint it, so you can lie to haily

im going beddy by whitney baby good night elaina

go in the room and shut the bedroom door

and wake up in an ambulance they say they found me on the bathroom floor

Sometimes i feel so alone, I just don’t know

It feels like ive been down this road before

So lonely and cold it’s like something takes over me

As soon as i go home and close the door

God feels like déjà vu i wanna get away from this place i do

But i cant and i won’t say i try but i know it’s a lie

cause i don’t and why i just don’t knowwoooo

this is Aftermath now!